better days ahead...

its amazing how when you can learn look on the bright side- how much better things will seem. tonight has really taught me a lesson in that area. i have been the type of person where if i am not happy with the current situation- then i can just sit and be pissed off about it- and ever since a certain party where i did just that and things didn't turn out so well- i have learned. so i took the bright side theory for a test run tonight- as i kind of expected- things were not the best that they could have been which was no ones fault just the previous happenings of the day- but i decided to look past that and have fun- and in reality i had a blast. so what- things didn't turn out how i planned which again was no ones fault- but i realized that if i decided to be pissed off about it- it would just have made things worse. so in a sense i am very glad that i looked on the bright side because i accomplished just what i wanted to happen tonight- to spend some time with a certain special someone- and i hope they agree. but despite of the events that happened or maybe even because of them- i had fun tonight and would not change a single thing. most importantly- i know that there will be better days ahead- there always are- and thats what i look forward to...