misconstrued faults...

why is it always a fact that most of the time when there is fault to be found- it is inside yourself? sometimes we make the huge mistake of thinking someone else is at fault- you rationalize and reason to make it make sense- but all along it is your own fault staring you in the face. i think everyone including me has made this mistake at one time or another, but we always need to realize when it happens soon because sometimes we realize it too late- i just hope it is not. having made this mistake tonight i am very glad to realize what i did wrong- with some help from a very wise friend, but i am also very sad and regretful- which i suppose is only normal. all i can do now is ask forgiveness and hope the innocent party accepts. life is a learning process- in every aspect, sometimes we make mistakes- big ones and small ones. we just have to learn from our mistakes so we will not make them in the future. but i know that i have learned from mine tonight and i will not make the same mistake again. having said that- to the innocent party i say- i am sorry- sorry for the mistakes i have committed tonight and the ones i will most likely commit in the future. even if this is not that big of a deal- i ask for forgiveness- and i hope you accept.